well... hello there internet.

i'm new to this, but i need it.

i need a lifeline, for when i'm feeling so alone and trapped i can't stand it.

i need not to worry that i sound stupid and selfish and privileged and whiny.  because my feelings are real, even if they're all those things too.

i'll be writing here mostly about my marriage, which i guess some people would kill for.

i don't know.  it's a double edged sword.

i know i'm not the only one who feels some of the things i do.  i hope you'll comment, but if you don't , that's fine too.  i still need to do this.

peace,
r